Things one can be

Could not sleep well last night, something nagging and I ended up getting out of my bedroom at 03.30 this morning. Did not really know what to do otherwise I played "Catch me if you can" of Leonardo di Caprio.

Done, I saw Frank Abagnale Jr. in me. No, it is not about his interest in young beautiful females (not all true, blink-blink), or his eagerness to pile up his fortune in easy way. I am talking about being anything you wanna be, doing anything you are able to do (well, legally in my case) and go everywhere you like.

I am old now, over 30. To tell myself the truth, I still can not point out what I really wanna be. I once wanted to be a fighter pilot, karate artist, policeman, diplomat, singer (please wipe that grin out of your face!), to tell you a few and not to mention being A BATMAN along with all his super-human physique, charm and fortune. But, hey, it was way back then before I kiss this life hello (not for Batman part, though). I am suppposed to be a mature adult now.

Look at me! a state-owned enterprise's employee, a bolt in a state. I am not self-pitying myself. I thank LIFE for making me like this, despite all the shortcomings. It is just that I still can stop this wish to be somebody I am not. Hopefully not YET. This ambition (or illusion) in my head keeps saying that someday, someway, I will be SOMEBODY. Yes, I remember the saying; a journey of thousand miles is started with one step.