Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Life seems to be unfair

Or is it?
Many couples have been married for several years, being asked by their parents on when their offspring would come, no signs of pregnancy come out. On the other hand, there are some “unwanted pregnancy”. Just one single effort and … the baby comes into being.

Is it that simple, I mean the word “unfair”. Who are we to judge. There must be a justification on why this happens. I am not fond of looking deep down inside my head and finding out why or how.

There must be good answers on why I don’t have babies from you but from her instead. Why I am with you but not with others. Why I am here but not there. It is a destiny, people said.

Word “destiny” is a big question for me. Are we that weak? Do we really need those divine lines? I prefer looking my life as billiard balls: Take one cue shot, hit ball no 1, it then hits no 3, no 3 touches no 9, bla bla bla. I can also shoot ball no 4, then it will hit no 11 or maybe miss at all. (No..no..no… don’t ask me who helped me aiming)

Me just try to hit maself a good shot and see what happen next.

1 Comments:

At April 15, 2005 9:37 AM, Blogger Carola said...

Rest in peace, life is unfair.
We're not here to ask what's fair, we're here to ask aloud: What's the best I can do with this?, that will produce an infinite number of billard balls pumping around you, and when you get yourself to choose, or hit, or pick a ball you ask the 2nd question: is that going to produce any happiness? then you decide what to do with that ball choose it-hit it, pick another one, or nothing, but whatever you decide you have to ask again: what's the best I can do with this? and then you start again...we're not masters in consequences but we have power on the present moment, the moment of the choosing...the moment of the (Q) uestions...

 

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