There's something wring with me

That's for sure, something is happening with me, and it is wrong.
All this years, before now, people know me as a fresh cheerful patient youngman.
Well, forget about young, I am 37 and in global standard it's not considered young, I guess.

Let's talk about another adjective: fresh. As far as I concern, nobody ever greet me more than "hi, to you", or "nice to meet you, too" or things like that. But, nowadays, more than one person I greeted add the greeting with "You look skinny, are you ok?" or "hey, what happened with you? You lost your cheeks!" or the boldest one like "You don't look good, see the doctor!".

Cheerful. I, myself, think that the day is not as bright as before. Gloomy, cloudy as I look. I look at myself in the mirror and see that the line / curve in my mouth is getting straight if not pointing southward.

How about patient. Hhmm.... instead of patient young man, the fact now is getting closer to "grumpy old man". Simple small things make me agitated. I feel sorry for my wife and children and ofcourse my inlaws with whom I entrust my family.

So, there is something wrong with me.